Yesterday was tough. Real tough.
Everyone says that it'll get harder sooner or later...that it won't always be this easy and you won't be that easily motivated. I just wish that I could have chose later rather then sooner.
I lost all my momentum. I lost all my confidence. I lost all my faith. Thankfully I still have plenty of WP to make up for the emotional eating I did. Which lead me to realize I do a lot of that. I focused on my studies trying to get my mind re-focused. I focused on working out and keeping busy. Nothing was working...I was a MESS!
Thankfully though by midnight I was talked out and refreshed and well just plain tired so I was able to sleep it off.
This morning I woke up feeling refreshed and like a weight had been lifted, if even only temporarily, and ready to start over again with my goal back in mind!
ONWARD!
P.S. Luv u friends ;)
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
I just wanted you to know that I think your beautiful in so many ways!! All that losing this weight will do is make you more beautiful and much stronger!! I love when you shine, because when you do...so does everyone else around you!!! I think your doing great. Maybe instead of trying to concentrate on other things when you having a dip in your day, you could get a personal journal not to do anything with excerise or diet, just a journal that you write down how your feeling, why your sad, or mad...and then say why. Really pour your heart out and then get up and take a walk so you can think about what you just wrote!!!!
ReplyDeleteI love you and your doing super....this is your cus!!!